not to be that guy but girls will read lemony snicket’s love letter to end all love letters ONCE and then have strange ideas abt romance forever
this did something to my brain
You think it’s the end of the world that it won’t get any better that you’re stuck in a black hole with no sight of light. You hurt yourself to feel like you’re in control to feel like you’re the only one in control of how you feel I know you are writing out a note to your mom that you love her and it’s not her fault I know you hate how you make the people around you feel I know that you think the only way to apologize is to never speak to them again to never see them again to free them of a world that you’re in. You feel scared to come home but no matter how much you scream it no matter how many times you try to let “authority” know you still get sent home in the hands of the devil I know you feel crazy because everyone tells you it’s not real and you cross off the days until you leave and you feel sane. You feel pain you feel hopeless you feel insecure you feel worthless you feel scared and tired and pitiful but you feel like there are two sides of your mind fighting for pain and insanity and fighting for a future of success and laughter and happiness.
You are not 15 you are not 16 you are not 17. You are 23 you are all grown up and 23.
One thing is the same it’s how you breathe. You are out of that house you are free from strife you traded it for gentle rain and forehead kisses and a life of learning and freedom. You are in control in a way that no longer causes you bodily harm you are grown and you have a 401K and a cat who depends on you and friends who care for you and coworkers who rely on you. Every day you wake up in a safe bed to the sounds of city life across the streets and voices that are no longer hurtful.
No more mourning doves. No more mourning doves.
You have memories you have more memories than you thought but they are no longer hurting you but now they are helping you grow they are singing to you to change for the better and live a life you want right now. You sit and paint with nicotine as the sunshine comes in and caresses your face and the rays make you golden. The only person who touches your face your neck your body is you only you only you are in control you make the decisions and that’s scary but it’s good.
You are happy. You have the life you wanted and the friends you wanted the relationship you wanted and although you feel manic and impulsive it’s your choice it’s your life you have your life to live for.
Put the scissors down.
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honk
concept
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me, in the year 2040, getting ready for a fancy dinner party, standing in front of my antique gold vanity mirror, wearing a saint laurent f/w 2039 evening gown and cartier diamond earrings, taking a sip of champagne: what did you learn at school today, honey? :-)
my future child, laying on my king-sized bed with burgundy satin sheets: not much, in history we talked about the 2016 election. do you remember any of that?
me: drops my crystalline wineglass
I don’t even know. It’s from a book about languages my friend’s been reading. (it’s creepy that I can understand it …)
seiokona
It was actually invented with that purpose: anyone who spoke any European language should be able to understand esperanto. It was meant to be a lingua franca.
STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING Y’ALL AND TELL ME IF YOU UNDERSTAND THIS
I,understand about a half of it, I speak some dutch
“What Happened? Did your computer catch a virus? Did you suddenly develop BSE [mad cow disease]?”
Between German, English, Latin, a bit of French, Dutch, Spanish and Italian that was actually pretty readable to me.
I speak English and a very little spanish, and I can read it.
Super legible and I love it.
There are a few movies done partly or entirely in Esperanto, the most famous probably being Leslie Stevens’ Incubus (1966), a horror film starring William Shatner!
I only speak two languages (English and Spanish) and I got this loud and clear
before i die i want to see the northern lights preferably with whoever my future person ends up being. if yr my soulmate pls start the itinerary
She thinks she’s a human baby